Everyone who knows me well, knows that I am a huge fan of anything fantasy, fairy, mysterious, and full of joy. So after discovering Castlefest last year, I had to come back again this year. Again it was a blast and like last year the rain  poured down hard. But only for short times!  Most of the time we had sun! The temperature was perfect aswell.

This year Antonio and Anarosa came with us too. One of us had to go by bus because we could not fit all in the car and since Antonio was the only one who was not in a costume and not driving the car, he was to go with the bus. On the way back I was supposed to go with the bus though so I took normal clothes with me in the car. My mom had made an awesome blouse to go with my velours skirt and on top of that I was wearing my corset. Merel was wearing a dress with cape that my mom made and for herself my mom made a great costume as well.Since I didnt took any pictures of our selfs, I am going to have to steal the ones that John took of us and that she put on her Facebook.

Everyone had a great time and even Antonio loved the festival. He even said he might be wearing a costume as well next year, and me, I all ready ordered a pattern for a new costume for myself. I am going to need my mom’s help to make it though :P. For Anarosa I will make a pretty little costume too and Merel has her other dress we bought last year when we where there.

All the pictures of Castlefest that either me or Antonio took you can find right here together with the pictures I stole from my moms Facebook. 😛 Enjoy the pictures!!!

Yah, I am totally in love with my little babygirl! She’s 5 weeks old now and allready growing faster then I would like.

With the experience I have with my oldest, who’s 11 years old now, I know that this little bundle of joy too will grow older too quickly. I carry that experience with me everyday and try to enjoy every moment I have with her, which is basically the whole day.

I don’t mind it that she likes to fall asleep in my arms instead of her bed, sure I love to sleep longer but I don’t mind having to wake up in the middle of the night for a feeding and again early in the morning. Because she’s the most treasureable in the world to me, she and her sister, both of them are my world. If anyone would ask me what’s your biggest fear,  I would simply answer ” To loose one of my daughters”.  I wouldn’t know how to fill up that empty place in my life if somehow, someday one of them wouldn’t be there anymore…. To be honest, its a too big thing to even really think about that, so I’ll just enjoy what I have everyday and don’t think about the possibility that one day everything can be totally different.