I’m so in love!
Yah, I am totally in love with my little babygirl! She’s 5 weeks old now and allready growing faster then I would like.
With the experience I have with my oldest, who’s 11 years old now, I know that this little bundle of joy too will grow older too quickly. I carry that experience with me everyday and try to enjoy every moment I have with her, which is basically the whole day.
I don’t mind it that she likes to fall asleep in my arms instead of her bed, sure I love to sleep longer but I don’t mind having to wake up in the middle of the night for a feeding and again early in the morning. Because she’s the most treasureable in the world to me, she and her sister, both of them are my world. If anyone would ask me what’s your biggest fear, I would simply answer ” To loose one of my daughters”. I wouldn’t know how to fill up that empty place in my life if somehow, someday one of them wouldn’t be there anymore…. To be honest, its a too big thing to even really think about that, so I’ll just enjoy what I have everyday and don’t think about the possibility that one day everything can be totally different.
