Circles are round and that’s exactly how my mind has been going for a few weeks now about the same subject. No not only in a circle, sometimes it skips parts n goes backwards or forwards, I even tried inside out. I just don’t seem to be able to break free from it.

I think I am quite an intelligent person, how arrogant that may sound. But I just can not figure it out. I wish I could let it go and I have tried to, just move on you know. But life is not that simple, not my life at least. I can’t do that. I can not just pretend I don’t care. I’m just hurting myself  if even I ignore myself and my feelings on this. Besides I don’t even seem to be able to try to let it go. My mind just keeps me awake for weeks now and it keeps going in that same circle. It makes me angry, it makes me sad and it hurts me. Not only emotionally but I am getting exhausted and its getting the best of me while it does not deserve that. Going back to my circles now….