I met an orc man in the cave,
The greenest ugliest smelling orc!
And i am also sure he didnt shave..
I tell you, he was honstely and truely a dork!

“How do you do, green orc,” I said,
“And what do you do all day?”
“I stink ‘n smash about,” said he,
“‘N scuttle about and play;”

“I s’prise unaware innocent folks , ‘n oh gee
A elf did I see,
‘found ya’ I say, and I smash she
so much joy for me!

“I hide arround a corner wall
When more innocent folk comes froo,
‘N only jus’ to fwighten them all
I jump out’n say ‘Boo!’

“‘N after killing that lil elf then I go to the hospital
‘N when she sticks her nose out of the door,
I jump from behind a wall,
‘And then I kill her some more’

“‘N then I play with the baby chicks,
I call them, chick chick chick!
‘N what do you think of that?” said he.
I said, “It makes me sick.

“It gives me sharp and shooting pains
To listen to such drool.”
I wish i could just lift my foot and squash
The God damn green fool.

May 23, 2006 9:32 pm    D.S

Let the clouds carry my love to you,
As they drift to the end of my horizon,
beyond where i can see…

Let the sun touch you like my love does,
Whenever it comes up in the morning,
Throughout the day till the darkness falls…

Let the stars shine like my love for you,
When they light up the dark nights to come,
Brighter than a candle can…

Let the rain pour your sorrows away,
Like my love does if we where together,
Into the sewers far below the streets…

Let the wind blow my love your way,
As it drifts on a cloud to the end of my horizon,
Where u are waiting for me.

D.S. november 6th 2005, 2:30 am

Endless staring at the horison.
Watching the clouds drifting by,
Wishing to be one of the hundred birds that fly by,
Only in reach of the eye,

Forever watching the stars in the sky,
Trying to count each one seperately,
Dont want to take my eyes off of them,
Affraid I might miss a shooting star,

Sitting here thinking of you,
I have been taking in as much as I can of you,
Wondering about every moment that I am not there with you,
Affraid you be forever out of reach.

You are the birds, you are the clouds,
You are the sun and the stars,
My dreams when I am awake and asleep,
You are the sky and the horizon,
The sun and the shooting star,
The past and the future, the love of my life

d.s. 5:25pm 25 feb 2005

angry,
because,
memories,
the fear,
the pain,
damn it hurts,
I don’t want to accept it,
its history,
why doesn’t it go away?
that’s why anger,

anger needs to be vented,
at something,
at someone,
because I love you,
because am hurting,
am angry at you,

because you love me,
its save,
to be angry,
at you,
though its unfair,
another reason,
for more anger.

d.s. nov 14 2004 17:57

Happy New year,

January first, thoughts of wishes, dreams and the future…
Cant help it, but my past feels like a join with a suture.
The marks, almost not visible at all, almost dont show…
Only very few people really understand and know,
That I feel awkward, The smile on my face, its not real.
Nervous, afraid, weak and small is how I feel.
I don’t want to run and hide, but, am I ready to fight?
The grip of frightening is holding me so awful tight.
Can I win the battle and truly be free?
Or will this always be a part of me?
I wonder if I know the answer and just refuse to accept.
That I am indeed that weak and incapable to adept.
Anger takes part of me, its all just not fair.
Why cant I just stand up to breath in the fresh new years air,
Ready for what will come, might come and what I want to come.
Why cant I just be strong and kick this aweful feeling goodbye!
Its just not fair, makes me so angry, cause it hurts,
yet I still refuse to cry.

january 1st 2004 4:00 pm