Just when I get time to come up and breath another wave is coming. So still no time to add pictures and more.. Just a small update about everything that has been and is to come. We have been to a themepark with the kidsclub Holendrecht which was a lot of fun.  My mom has come by to help me with the clothes I was making,  so those are all finished except for some details I have to finish myself. I made 2 cakes for someone to take to his work for his birthday. The news paper I’m running has been delivered at the ppls places. A few things where dropped and it did not go as smooth as I wished but I hope the next one will be taken care of better. Next coming up is ordering the wall banner for the CJM and producing a flyer for CJM. End of April we have our city trip to Budapest and right when we get back there’s the may 5 soccer competition where I am a vollunteer helper.  Last weekend I went out for diner and dropped the kids of at my colleague /friend. Merel’s school result are, to keep it nice n friendly, not exactly as I expected of her. Which takes us back to today, at 14:20 I have to go to school to get her grades. Had a meeting at  CJM this morning, a meeting with a  client and now its time for lunch.. take care all!!

As the title said I am extremely busy at the moment. I got so much to do in so little time. I am awaiting a delivery from a cake material store, the delivery of my new mixer and I have to make 3 cakes before Wednesday. Saturday we going to have to go do groceries, Sunday we are going to a theme park, Monday my mom comes and stays till Tuesday. Tuesday morning I have an appointment with someone who needs a flyer and Wednesday when it is my husbands birthday, the cakes have to be ready o.o; I don’t know how to do it all I really hope my delivery of cake materials is going to be in time although I have my doubts and I am really worried for it. If I don’t have it in time, I have to put the cakes of at max till Thursday. Then I have to prepare the cupcake workshop for Friday and also work on the flyer for my client. The Newspaper is at the printer who I need to give a call today to find out when I can expect the newspaper be delivered at CJM so We can take them to our deliverers who will bring them into ppls mailboxes

Anarosa is sick at the moment and Merel is already home from school because of the Easter holidays and Anarosa is sick. I also have some good news Antonio has gotten a contract at the job he was doing and now officially is hired starting April 1st. Wow I hope I didn’t forgot anything lol.

Whatever you do in your life, your life begins and ends with yourself. There might be many people or maybe not so many, attached to your life as in family, friends, coworkers and even your doctor and dentist for example, are taking a place in your life network. If you move to a different place you might have to find a new doctor, hairdresser and possibly make some new friends and although all those people are as persons not replaceable, the place they hold in your network can be given to someone else. The only spot in your life’s network that you can not give to someone else is your spot. So whatever you do, be true to yourself. Your network will notice if your not who you say you are and just pretending. Some notice that sooner then others, depending on how well they know you, but if your not being yourself and you do not have a real good reason for it then you won’t be able to keep it up long enough to fool everyone forever and some important people in this network of your life might decide not wanting to be a part of it anymore. You decide how important those people are in your life and if they want to be part of your games.  Actions speak louder then words….

To keep the story short so I don’t forget it before I’m able to write down what I got in my head I’ll just drop it right here. We like to watch movies and we watch movies often. Old movies, new movies, it does not matter If its good I’ll watch it. Sure there are some bad apples out there that I regret I ever watched.. then again if I had not watched it I wouldn’t be able to write about it now. So at least it was useful for something right? Land of the lost, it was such a bad movie that it was the worst movie I ever watched till the end. I usually would just turn it off. Put something else on before I’d hurt my brains when a movie is really bad. Just this one movie, Land of the lost, I keept watchign it because I simply could not believe that I was actually watching something that bad.

Now the movie I watched tonight was not a bad movie, I really enjoyed the movie. We where watching “Here comes the boom” with Kevin James, Henry Winkler, Greg Germann  and Salma Hayek. The movie is about some high school teacher. The school that he works at has a tight budget and are going to need to cut off some extra-curricular activities because they simply don’t have the money for it. Scott, the high school teacher is going to try to gather the money together with a few others, so that the music classes can continue at the high school. He’s gathering money by participating in Mixed Martial Arts fights. Aside of this movie being an action movie, its also humorous. And to describe the feeling i got after the movie was over, I’ll just gonna tell you the first thing that came to my mind. I said “man, that was a good movie, really, loved that movie, it made me feel good, its a feel good movie, like a hallmark card”.  You know how they can make ya feel good with one of those super duper cute messages and pictures on it, like its the best card ever that would fit for so many occasions? Well that’s how I felt about this movie.  Ya know what? You probably should just go watch it for yourself.  Take care all!!!

Eh one more thing, to get you started, here is the trailer 🙂 http://youtu.be/M4L6ruTF5qE

Circles are round and that’s exactly how my mind has been going for a few weeks now about the same subject. No not only in a circle, sometimes it skips parts n goes backwards or forwards, I even tried inside out. I just don’t seem to be able to break free from it.

I think I am quite an intelligent person, how arrogant that may sound. But I just can not figure it out. I wish I could let it go and I have tried to, just move on you know. But life is not that simple, not my life at least. I can’t do that. I can not just pretend I don’t care. I’m just hurting myself  if even I ignore myself and my feelings on this. Besides I don’t even seem to be able to try to let it go. My mind just keeps me awake for weeks now and it keeps going in that same circle. It makes me angry, it makes me sad and it hurts me. Not only emotionally but I am getting exhausted and its getting the best of me while it does not deserve that. Going back to my circles now….