We all need somebody,
One of the reasons why I turn to my blog so much and write is because I don’t have that best friend that people can turn to and talk about whatever without the fear of being rejected. I don’t have that parent, grandmother, mentor, teacher or whoever that I can turn to for advice or share a thought or tell that dream to, or whatever.
So I write on my blog to share my thoughts and what’s on my mind. Sadly my blog is not a person. It doesn’t reflect on my thoughts and writings. It doesn’t give me advice, comforts me or answers my questions. It doesn’t share anything with me except what I write down on it.
I love my blog but right now I would trade it within a heartbeat for someone real. We all need somebody. I don’t have this somebody and that hurts. So I turn to my blog. Lol (not really lol). Knowing this feeling and have known it most of my life is a reason why I hardly ever turn my back on other people. I know this is not always good for my own boundaries but I know the feeling and it hurts. Very deeply and bad.
