Silence
I know I have not posted much lately but rest assured I am very much alive :). I have been busy with several things in my life and some of them I can not write much publically about as I would want to. So the post here is not complete.
Due to things that happened years and even months ago, childcare protection has stepped in were the other organization that I have approached and reached out to for help and support failed to do what they were supposed to do. The situation escalated when I stepped up and decide to protect my child myself which was against the court papers and the law.
The said organization did not have the tools to do anything anymore at that point and have contacted childcare protection to take it over from them.
They stepped in as I mentioned before. after a long, long period on the waiting list, we finally are getting things started. I was/am not in favor that it has come this far but I am glad that my child hopefully gets the support and help she needs now. And not only her. As a divorced parent, I have found my hands were tied many times when it came to wanting to protect my child and with childcare protection, I have to trust her rights/safety are/is being protected now for I have no other means to do so within the law.
This will if they do their job right a little peace of mind so I have fewer worries to deal with and with that a lot less stress. Due to that this took so long may have damaged my child unnecessarily (I know Unneccesarely is a strange word to use here but we can not protect our children from everything since we can not be always there.) and has caused serious problems in my healing process that the needed support that I reached out for was not provided.
I do what I need to do for my children even more so than for myself. I will/can put up with a lot but don’t touch/hurt my kids, cause you will wake up a side of me you don’t want to meet.
