Visual Flashback
This night when practicing deep meditation I finally found the reason for the only visual Flashback I have sometimes that I couldn’t place. It dates back to when I was 6 years old and was in a motorcycle accident.
While my brother and I were sitting in the side carrier that was attached to the bike, the driver lost control and the motorcycle landed against a tree with the tree exactly in-between the side carrier and the bike.
The impact of the hit, however, was still enormous and we ended up going to the hospital I still have scars on my face from that accident. My brother had a concussion and the driver a sore knee.
The flashbacks I am having stem from the enormous impact the moment we hit the tree. All the memories I have from that accident are the impact and what happened after.
For me realizing the origin of this flashback us huge because it means I have grown again in my healing process. It seems small steps and they are but the effect these flashbacks have on me are still big. So the effect that this new growth can have is not as small as it may seem.