Running out of breath
I’ve been living with a warzone inside of me most my life and I have come close to wanting to give up a couple of times now. I’m losing this battle I’m afraid. I’m running out of breath
I don’t know how to live with these demons inside me anymore 🙁 The problems they cause me are hurting the people I love and making me lose everything that’s important to me.
I’m starting to hate myself again for the monsters inside of me and not only myself, the world around me too even the few good things in my life because I am not able to enjoy it anymore. Others are trying to destroy these things too. </3
