How dare you to think!

How dare you to think you can command and control,
How dare you to think you defeated my soul!

How dare you!?

How dare you to think I am too weak,
How dare you to think that I will not speak!

How dare you!

How dare you to think she needs to know the pain,
How dare you to think you can play with her brain!

How dare you!

How dare you to think that she doesnt want or need her mother,
How dare you to think that she or I dont care or bother!

How dare you!

How dare you to think you can take away what I love,
How dare you to think you can take away whats given to me from above!

How dare you!

How dare you to think I let you do all that and more,
How dare you to think for her with a mind so poor!

How dare you!!

D.S. december 26th  5:50 am
2003

Mirror,

In the mirror, you are staring at me.
Who are you, where are you from?
I come closer, encouraged by my curiosity.
Who are you, where are you from?

I recognise something in your eyes.
Who are you, why are you here?
I watch and see how your eyebrows raise.
Who are you, why are you here?

Its not just curiosity, I really care.
Who are you, where have you been?
The look in your eyes and mine are similar.
Who are you, where have you been?

You are always there, yet you never speak.
Who are you? I really want to know.
And why is it me at who you always peek?

may 17th 2003 D.S.

I am a Woman,

I am a female flower,
attention is what I need for power,
power which I will use to bloom,
and when with you I can take of my costume.
To fulfill my need to be myself and to give you my love
to be as free as tender as fragile and sweet as a innocent dove.

I want to adorn your presence
embellish your each and every fence
but you need to carry me wherever you go
give me space and time so I can shine my golden glow,
give me my so desired strength and keep me by your side.
Cause I loose my freedom, my sweetness and beauty whenever I hide

I will get wrinkled,
if its not love that’s sprinkled,
I will turn brown and loose my petals,
definitely not something for what a female flower settles
Show me off al alone, for other flowers will steal my show
Take me alone in your heart, at anytime and wherever you go

when kept with others in a vase,
other petals could cover mine and hide my grace,
Cause as great and voluminous I am when treasured by you
so much pain and frightening will hiding myself do
Cause I am a woman like every other,
but never will you be loved more by another.

Your Woman

June 20 2:10 am 2001 D.S.

My sweet loving friend,

I have a lot of words with you to share,
words of love and words of care,
You are not alone, I am here..

But I don’t want you to see signals that I not have send,
I tell you this cause you are my friend,
and I don’t want you to get hurt at the end.

Between us there there can be no thing called romance.
Because I don’t want to loose by any chance,
the friendship we have in advance..

The friendship that allows us to have fun without getting mad,
the friendship that comfort us when one of us is sad,
and to share secrets that you maybe never knew you had.

You are cute and so much fun to be around,
you understand my words without hearing how they sound,
but, I can not give you more than the friend in me that you already found.

Yes its true I love and care for you since the day we meet,
Though this is the closest to you I can get
cause I do not wish you to misunderstand the words I have said.

D.S. June 11th 2001 6:50 PM