{"id":3554,"date":"2020-02-16T10:10:40","date_gmt":"2020-02-16T09:10:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=3554"},"modified":"2020-02-17T10:08:56","modified_gmt":"2020-02-17T09:08:56","slug":"friends-or-not-so-much","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=3554","title":{"rendered":"Astra inclinant, sed non obligant."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/research.msu.edu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/space.jpg\" alt=\"Afbeeldingsresultaat voor stars\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>He wanted to be just friends despite telling me that he still loves me and that is something I don&#8217;t really want to be, to begin with, because of what&#8217;s buried deep inside my heart. Like I try to burry the memories. It goes against my nature to be someone that I am not and I feel awkward the time we spend together now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It takes me to an intense sadness that I can&#8217;t even express and I find other sources to blame it on but I know the true origin. Little did I know that being friends meant that all the closeness there was once isn&#8217;t there anymore. Not even a little bit. It&#8217;s hard to be myself with someone I don&#8217;t know anymore. Even though certain things never changed, others have.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>People change over time and in the past when we were together I grew with that and was part of the transitions and changes. To be confronted with a person I barely know anymore is difficult to accept and a hard fact to swallow. If I had been given the chance I would have grown together and so would my love have. But everything is different now, it&#8217;s like we always have been complete strangers. And maybe we where even though my heart will never agree.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I could blame any circumstance but I won&#8217;t because we all make our own choices and he made his. So therefor &#8220;Astra inclinant, sed non-obligant.&#8221; &#8211; While fate, whether determined by the stars, might nudge us in a certain direction, we are never forced in it. Free will exists and the decision of what to do in any circumstance is ultimately our own. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>He wanted to be just friends despite telling me that he still loves me and that is something I don&#8217;t really want to be, to begin with, because of what&#8217;s buried deep inside my heart. Like I try to burry the memories. It goes against my nature to be someone that I am not and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3554","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3554","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3554"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3554\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3581,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3554\/revisions\/3581"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3554"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3554"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3554"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}