{"id":3468,"date":"2019-12-21T20:09:29","date_gmt":"2019-12-21T19:09:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=3468"},"modified":"2019-12-21T20:17:09","modified_gmt":"2019-12-21T19:17:09","slug":"how-much-more","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=3468","title":{"rendered":"How much more?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"276\" height=\"183\" src=\"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/shattered.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3471\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>More bad news came my way. Just when I packed myself together again a little bit the next thing hits me. I&#8217;m so tired and exhausted. I can handle almost anything but don&#8217;t ask how I feel. I&#8217;m crushed, heartbroken more shattered then shattered and I have no choice but to keep going and being strong because I don&#8217;t think I can handle losing anything else in my life at the moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am supposed to be healing but all I can do is survive at the moment and try to keep strong and going. I have no energy or time to spend on healing really.  I&#8217;m already drained from trying not to fall appart&lt;\/3<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>More bad news came my way. Just when I packed myself together again a little bit the next thing hits me. I&#8217;m so tired and exhausted. I can handle almost anything but don&#8217;t ask how I feel. I&#8217;m crushed, heartbroken more shattered then shattered and I have no choice but to keep going and being [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3468","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3468","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3468"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3468\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3472,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3468\/revisions\/3472"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3468"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3468"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3468"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}