{"id":2908,"date":"2019-05-26T11:31:32","date_gmt":"2019-05-26T10:31:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=2908"},"modified":"2019-05-26T11:31:33","modified_gmt":"2019-05-26T10:31:33","slug":"healing-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=2908","title":{"rendered":"Healing."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I knew this was going to hurt really bad sooner or later and it is hurting, a lot. It is probably going to hurt even a lot more. I miss him. His presence, his voice, his vibe, his patience, his love, his laugh, his humor, his good morning, his goodnights, his you&#8217;re beautiful his enthusiasm when he was talking about his culture and the way he could be so stubborn. I miss him. I miss him being distracted, I miss how he could explain things to me, watching him play games,  I enjoyed playing the games with him so much. I miss his support and oh my god I can go on and on. I miss everything about him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had no choice, I need to heal, he needs to heal. I can&#8217;t stop loving him but I can stop hurting him. I needed to stop hurting too. If I had stayed and been his friend I would be constantly reminded of what I want and need so badly and can&#8217;t have. I still haven&#8217;t figured out how to move on yet it seems impossible. Don&#8217;t think I don&#8217;t miss you, baby. Cause I do.. A lot.. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I knew this was going to hurt really bad sooner or later and it is hurting, a lot. It is probably going to hurt even a lot more. I miss him. His presence, his voice, his vibe, his patience, his love, his laugh, his humor, his good morning, his goodnights, his you&#8217;re beautiful his enthusiasm [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2908","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2908","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2908"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2908\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2910,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2908\/revisions\/2910"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2908"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2908"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2908"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}