{"id":2785,"date":"2019-04-16T07:21:32","date_gmt":"2019-04-16T06:21:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=2785"},"modified":"2019-04-16T07:53:02","modified_gmt":"2019-04-16T06:53:02","slug":"running-out-of-breath","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=2785","title":{"rendered":"Running out of breath"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I&#8217;ve been living with a warzone inside of me most my life and I have come close to wanting to give up a couple of times now. I&#8217;m losing this battle I&#8217;m afraid. I&#8217;m running out of breath<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t know how to live with these demons inside me anymore \ud83d\ude41 The problems they cause me are hurting the people I love and making me lose everything that&#8217;s important to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m starting to hate myself again for the monsters inside of me and not only myself, the world around me too even the few good things in my life because I am not able to enjoy it anymore. Others are trying to destroy these things too. &lt;\/3<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"736\" height=\"621\" src=\"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/54521737_2426861704004199_915729225560883200_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2788\" srcset=\"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/54521737_2426861704004199_915729225560883200_n.jpg 736w, https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/54521737_2426861704004199_915729225560883200_n-300x253.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 736px) 100vw, 736px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been living with a warzone inside of me most my life and I have come close to wanting to give up a couple of times now. I&#8217;m losing this battle I&#8217;m afraid. I&#8217;m running out of breath I don&#8217;t know how to live with these demons inside me anymore \ud83d\ude41 The problems they cause [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2785","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2785","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2785"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2785\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2808,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2785\/revisions\/2808"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2785"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2785"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2785"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}