{"id":1422,"date":"2016-06-21T17:30:28","date_gmt":"2016-06-21T16:30:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.whisperedwords.nl\/?p=1422"},"modified":"2016-06-21T17:30:28","modified_gmt":"2016-06-21T16:30:28","slug":"strength-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/?p=1422","title":{"rendered":"Strength"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I still hear people say all the time how strong I am. But am I truely? And if so do I have much choice? Surviving comes naturally. I assume this strength is hard to measure if at all. And although its meant as compliment and looked at as a virtue that I have this so called strength, it bothers me because I shouldn&#8217;t have to.<\/p>\n<p>Today I was confronted with things I thought I had forgotten about. I was able to put it aside me and look past it. That tells me my therapy and my learned skills have effect. Does that mean I don&#8217;t have to be strong anymore? No it doesn&#8217;t. I doesn&#8217;t mean I have suddenly the backup and the base I needed to not end up like this. \u00a0Because although \u00a0it was not something I asked for.Alot<span style=\"line-height: 1.5;\">\u00a0of<\/span><span style=\"line-height: 1.5;\">\u00a0problems I ran into that have added to my C-PTSD where part of my choices that I have made. I can not possibly blame the whole world for all my pain and sorrows.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"line-height: 1.5;\">We\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"line-height: 1.5;\">have responsibility our selfs as well. Just like I have now the responsibility to overcome this and \u00a0see this through to a good ending. It&#8217;s not over till it&#8217;s over.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I still hear people say all the time how strong I am. But am I truely? And if so do I have much choice? Surviving comes naturally. I assume this strength is hard to measure if at all. And although its meant as compliment and looked at as a virtue that I have this so [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1422","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1422","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1422"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1422\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1422"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1422"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whisperedwords.nl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1422"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}