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A Gemini Lioness

In the last few months, I have been focussing on my lil family, myself, and my healing. I have been focussed hard. I have worked hard and I am proud of myself.. Ofcourse there still are the bad days. They always will be there. Everyone has bad days and so will I. What has changed is that my bad days are less bad. I can contain whatever I have to deal with, triggers, anxiety disociating etc, a lot better then before.

To reach this, a certain number of changes took place in my life. I’m streaming now on Twitch my games and sometimes while wearing one of my cosplay outfits since the Comic Cons are all canceled dueto the worldwide Corona Pandemic. The success I reached so far while streaming has amazed me.

I’ve met so many great people in my stream and making new friends who actively have been supporting me personally and my stream. Especially this part has been lifting me up and accelerated my healing. Having people in my life that I form healthy relationships and friendships with is exactly what I need in my life to be able to heal further than I already have. And that is exactly what’s happening right now! I’m so grateful even tho I do realize the work I do for that myself. Allowing these people and accepting these friendships seems for a lot of people no biggie but for me its grand.

Of course, the beautiful warm weather we have here now (ugh tropical heatwave) helped as well. Yeah, I don’t like sweat dripping down my back and feeling sticky every time I move either. The sunlight though is very good for my well being.

This is where a lioness is at its best in the shades surrounded by the dry monsoon watching over her cubs while her king rules. He ensures she can do whatever she needs to. And she is grateful. She returns to him with loyalty and the treasures of her hunts. It pleases the King to see his Lioness so content.

A Lioness? But wait a minute am I not a Gemini? Oh yes, I still am very much a Gemini in heart, mind, body, and soul BUT with this Monsoon I talked about before that we are having now, a wonderful man came into my life. More than just a man, more than just a friend more than just a King. He’s the calm to my storm, the balance of my scale, the keeper of my heart. I love you Ali! <3


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